So the day has finally come to an end. thank god. i feel awful, my head is pounding. all i did was take a bath and watch tv this afternoon. I cant seem to stop purging and i know my potassium is low. my feet keep contracting and iv been feeling like im having little heart attacks for days. the effort it took for me to take a bath today was appalling. im embarassed to say that i currently weigh 139 pounds. im at my "ideal body weight" but i feel like a cow. i have lost 11 pounds since last week and though im starting to feel less suicidally disgusting, i feel like a cow. 

today went as such

139 lbs.
7 cups of coffee
2 cups of tea
1 cucumber
15 carrot sticks

purged- 2 cans of light tuna

i have to stop purging. my knuckles are ripped to shreds bleeding and i threw up blood clots. tomorrow, i wont purge...and i wont eat tuna. i might just throw the cns out but that feels wasteful.  i will put them in someone elses cabinet.

tonight Amine and i are watching a movie together. we have been spending more time togeteher, i enjoy his company alot :) he keeps telling me im perfecct the weight im at but i still have 14 pounds to go.