So far today I have had 6 cups of coffee and 7 carrot sticks. I spent the morning watching TV, because I couldn't sleep, and then I had more coffee and talked with Amine for a few hours. It was nice, I like him a lot. I can see it hopefully going somewhere. :) He seems to be the only good thing in my life right now, everything else is spinning down a rabbit hole. Typing this right now is hard because my hands are shaking really shaky and my brain feels jittery. I just made another cup of coffee, and since the sun came out im considering running on the beach but i will most likely stay in bed.10 pounds down, 11 to go before my first goal. I have an ppearance on People's Court on TV next Thursday and I;m hoping to lose the 11 by then. Fingers crossed!