Today I had:
2 cups coffee
1 grande Skinny Vanilla Latte w/ Soy (Starbucks)
2 sips Budweiser
2 glasses Diet Cherry Coke

I was able to get out of family dinner by lying and saying I ate with Maria and we ended up not going out for desserts because it ended up getting to be too late (it's almost 9pm here in Cali).

Have a doctor's appt tomorrow morning. I have no idea what my doctor knows because my therapist made me sign a release for her to be able to talk to him yesterday, so who knows if she's gotten a hold of him yet.  I just know she's concerned about me and not eating and taking the pills I take (which I haven't taken lately).  She just cares, I know, but sometimes I wish she didn't care so much. 

***Edit: After midnight last night, I ended up ruining my 11 day fast by b/p'ing on low fat vanilla ice cream my mom brought home for me when she went out to the store a little bit earlier. (I went to bed at 8-8:30, but woke up later and ruined my fast.) I'm such a fucking fat pig!!! At least I purged it out of my system, but still, I can't believe I gave in. UGH!!!